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In 1979, Heber Hernandez’ sister disappeared. She has
never been found. The body of Heber’s brother, a union organizer, was
found in a pile of corpses. The press traced the killings to the police.
In 1981, Heber became active in student government. That year, the death
squads killed 238 students. Heber left school out of sheer terror, but
returned two years later.
Heber’s classroom was invaded by men wearing masks, carrying weapons
identical to those of the National Police. Eight students were taken
away. Their bodies were found in El Playon – a field well known as the
dumping ground for the death squads.
When men came to Heber’s house asking for him, his father saw the
weapons under their coats. He told them nothing. Before the men could
return, Heber left El Salvador.
On August 29, 1985, Heber became one of only three percent of Salvadoran
refugees able to convince a U.S. court his life was in danger. He was
granted political asylum. He told a reporter, “I will feel better when
the other 97 percent get their asylum.”
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Heber’s Dream
In my dream, I am in El Salvador and see my friend Felipe
walking along. But Felipe had been assassinated. I become very
frightened because I know he is dead. I am so afraid I stay very far
from him.
This dream continued night after night. For two years I was terrified to
go to sleep. Then I realized these dreams are a part of my experiences,
my thoughts, my memories. It is impossible to leave your dreams. So I
decided to confront them and live with them.
So in my dream I went up to Felipe and said, “Hello, Felipe.” We
began to talk, and I asked him, “How are you?” And he said, “Very
good.” “But, Felipe,” I said, “you are dead.” And he told me,
“No, that’s a lie.” So I said, “Well, then where in Joaquin, our
friend who was killed?” And Felipe says, “He’s fine, too. Don’t
believe what they tell you. We are alive.” |